My life is a testimony that no weapon formed against me will prosper, not depression, not abandonment, not addiction, not my past, no sin, nothing will prosper. Do not gloat over me, my enemy, for though I fall, I will rise. Again and again I will rise. And I will overcome. I am not imprisoned by the hurts and regrets of the past. I have joy inexpressible and full of glory!! I am 29, single, never married and no kids, yet i have no cloud of loneliness hanging over my head nor does my life lack purpose. Jesus has been everything my heart could hope for and as long as i seek the Him, He will make me prosper. My God heals broken hearts and restores them to perfect working condition, no matter how you have grieved or been broken or suffered inside, He restores souls and he came that we might have life and that we might have it more abundantly. Don't waist your time asking why God and being angry with him. You have nothing to gain and everything to lose in this. But if you love God and trust him, you have only bad things to lose and good things to gain and you will eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Lord your God. He loves you. He died for you. If you need more proof than that there is no hope for you because that is the ultimate price that Almighty God paid just to be with you. Anything else you need to know will be revealed to you when you get to know him more and whatever is not revealed here will be revealed when you see him in heaven and get to know him even as you are known by him. For this is his promise. He has also promised to wipe every tear from all faces and that we will see his face up close and personal. Can you trust him now and ask questions later? If you do he will reveal himself to you now, yes, even now in this life. That is also his promise. Jesus said, "If you love me, you will be loved by my Father and I will love you and I will show myself to you." I pray that the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ may give unto you the Spirit of Wisdom and Revelation that you may know him and that Christ may dwell in your heart by faith. Trust in the Lord will all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him and he will direct all your paths. God bless you!!!